Clutch: I don't have one

The kind of hand that just leaves you wondering what if... If I win this I'm double the average stack not far off the bubble and in great shape to make a run. Instead I'm down to 20bb and with my usual card-dead ways, run A8 into AA, and A7 into the monster K3 and he turns a king.

Full Tilt Poker Game #7406994374: $17,000 Guarantee (55582540), Table 3 - 100/200 - No Limit Hold'em - 2:30:27 ET - 2008/07/28
Seat 1: Precious632 (6,050)
Seat 2: deezero (6,185)
Seat 3: CPCFSD (8,520)
Seat 4: alf123 (5,655)
Seat 5: aisya (2,145)
Seat 6: ChiTownGambler (6,492)
Seat 7: lexvegasfish (3,210)
Seat 8: CheckinMyAA (6,510)
Seat 9: moneycentral (2,550)
ChiTownGambler posts the small blind of 100
lexvegasfish posts the big blind of 200
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to CheckinMyAA [Kh Kd]
CheckinMyAA raises to 600
moneycentral folds
Precious632 folds
deezero folds
CPCFSD folds
alf123 calls 600
aisya raises to 2,145, and is all in
ChiTownGambler folds
lexvegasfish folds
CheckinMyAA raises to 6,510, and is all in
alf123 folds
CheckinMyAA shows [Kh Kd]
aisya shows [Qc Ah]
Uncalled bet of 4,365 returned to CheckinMyAA
*** FLOP *** [4d Qh 6c] Hold...
*** TURN *** [4d Qh 6c] [Th] HOOOOLD
*** RIVER *** [4d Qh 6c Th] [Qd] ...standard
CheckinMyAA shows two pair, Kings and Queens
aisya shows three of a kind, Queens
aisya wins the pot (5,190) with three of a kind, Queens
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 5,190 Rake 0
Board: [4d Qh 6c Th Qd]
Seat 1: Precious632 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: deezero didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: CPCFSD didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: alf123 folded before the Flop
Seat 5: aisya (button) showed [Qc Ah] and won (5,190) with three of a kind, Queens
Seat 6: ChiTownGambler (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 7: lexvegasfish (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 8: CheckinMyAA showed [Kh Kd] and lost with two pair, Kings and Queens
Seat 9: moneycentral didn't bet (folded)


Also ran AA into KK in a SNG on the 3rd hand, K on flop obv. A few other annoying bustouts. I've simply given up on waiting for the day where I stop running like garbage consistently, because it seems like it's never going to come. It's amazing I still have a bankroll at all.

Lack of Love

Sorry for not updating. Haven't really been playing poker (~3 weeks now) because I've found other things to occupy my time lately. I'll be back .. eventually. But seeing as I'm picking up a 2nd job, the updates will likely be fewer and farther between than normal. Good luck on the tables. But save some for me.