Sometimes you just have to laugh at yourself

I will NEVER forgive myself for this.


PokerStars Game #11219151067: Tournament #56905786, $4.00+$0.40 Hold'em No Limit - Level XI (500/1000) - 2007/07/30 - 14:44:29 (ET)
Table '56905786 11' 9-max Seat #3 is the button
Seat 1: crushmastac (26141 in chips)
Seat 2: jimmy813 (55488 in chips)
Seat 3: break007 (45565 in chips)
Seat 4: Rich09024 (21992 in chips)
Seat 5: npgdan (31333 in chips)
Seat 6: Bird1982 (45367 in chips)
Seat 7: bafoon_58 (15770 in chips)
Seat 8: billybilly71 (17059 in chips)
Seat 9: morgss (11285 in chips)
crushmastac: posts the ante 100
jimmy813: posts the ante 100
break007: posts the ante 100
Rich09024: posts the ante 100
npgdan: posts the ante 100
Bird1982: posts the ante 100
bafoon_58: posts the ante 100
billybilly71: posts the ante 100
morgss: posts the ante 100
Rich09024: posts small blind 500
npgdan: posts big blind 1000
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to crushmastac [Td Ts]
Bird1982: folds
bafoon_58: folds
billybilly71: calls 1000
morgss: folds
crushmastac: raises 4000 to 5000
jimmy813: folds
break007: folds
Rich09024: folds
npgdan: calls 4000
billybilly71: raises 11959 to 16959 and is all-in
crushmastac: calls 11959
If you listen closely, you can actually here the *click* of my brain shutting off. This should have been an insta-jam. Only player left to act is npgdan, who has been playing questionable cards very aggressively.
npgdan: raises 11959 to 28918
I should have thought about it a little more than I did. ..Or a little less. I overthought it, and pulled one of those "well I might as well hold on to what chips I can" since I was sure I was against two bigger pairs, especially since billy limp-jammed. So I managed to talk myself out of it even though I'm getting 3000:1 pot odds...
crushmastac: folds
*** FLOP *** [Tc 2c 3h]
billybilly71 said, "lol"
*** TURN *** [Tc 2c 3h] [Qh]
*** RIVER *** [Tc 2c 3h Qh] [7h]
billybilly71 said, "v good"
*** SHOW DOWN ***
npgdan: shows [Th Jd] (a pair of Tens)
billybilly71: shows [Kh As] (high card Ace)
crushmastac said, "F F F F F F F F F"


I almost cried. I would have been dominating chip leader at the final table with cards rolling in my favor. I was running so good in this tournament I don't know what the hell came over me.

Never again...